My Permanent Address
Filling the voucher I stuck
at the column…. your permanent address……. Where is it? Stop writing and stuck
in deep thoughts. My ultimate destination is paradise!!!! I exclaimed!! Not on
the earth but on the sky! The JANNAH! The best resort! Nobody imagined it!
From where our father ADAM came! Feeling joy! But how can be reached to my
ancestral home?? What are the basic requirements?
Firstly passport! ALAHMDO
LILIALLAHY being born in a Muslim family I got KALIMAH which is the passport to
enter in the JANNAH! And I renewed it after getting true sense of being Muslim.
But as we know only passport is not enough for travelling to another state. I
have to fill many documents, submit NOC’s, being vaccinated etc… then I would
be gotten visa for JANNAH!!! So,firstly I have an exam of IBADAH!
I looked my certificates,
physically appeared in all basic subjects SALAH SAUM ZAKAH and HAJJ but with
poor grades! Me desperate but thinking the pleasures of having compensation by
ALLAH who has promised to handle it with Himself I hope to be get cleared, it
is up to HIM now!
Then I looked on my capital i.e.
emotions, Zikr Shukr, Sabr, good intention etc. ….. Low balance… very little
amount exhibited! Disappointment me! I try to collect my all Duas intentionally
or intentionally submitted to ALLAH and got hopeful to be sufficient amount.
Medical clearance is a must
of travelling. Now I have to submit NOC from my relatives. Oh My ALLAH this is
very difficult. No body agrees to clear my dues! My parents , my siblings , my
friends , my colleagues my neighbors nobody is satisfy with me. So horrible!!
Remembered, how many times I
didn’t obey my parents, misbehave with my siblings and cousins! Why I was
jealous with my friends/colleagues? How many times neighbors were annoyed by
me? How rude I was with elders, never sympathy with younger, needy and low
profile community. Oh! My file hung! Don’t get visa to JANNAH! No ACCESS!!
I become crazy when my
medical report is presented, showing signs of many illness, injurious diseases
epidemic hypocrisy boosting others selfishness not being contented. Only
vaccination is not enough I must have a treatment. My application is rejected!!
Desperately passing days, till the month of
Sha’baan. This is the month for the preparation of Ramadan, the holy month!
With the advent of this month there was hoped to move my file. Feeling this
motivated me!
First ten days for Rehmat,
then Maghfrat followed by free from hell. I must try to gain my balance with
Zikr and improve my result by Nawafils and Tahjjud, being more close to Him! May
He please! It may leads to success because it multiply more than 70 time during
this time.
Side by side, efforts could
be made to restore my relationship with my kin’s. By visiting and begging
pardon to satisfy them. So that to speed my file. Some were gifted by me, who
have passed or away were prayed for better destination,sharing bounties with
low profile communities ,participating in gathering which guide towards Allah’s
Will!
Full of opportunities days
and night are being passed.
The light which shows right path
to choose is in the reach of everybody in these days. . Those who follow the
instruction determined in Quran are really successful. After having this light
I must get approval to Jannah! May be this could be my last chance!
O’Allah
helps me to do so, because without YOUR Will, nobody can stay in his ancestral
home!!!
FARHAT
TAHIR
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